All right. Hi, Tisol. Thank you so much for joining me today and putting your story live on the internet. Thank you. Thank you for having me. Yeah. So Lilith, it's really interesting how you're bringing up sovereignty and Lilith and just really thinking about that a lot right now, because right now you're going through your Black Moon Lilith return. Are you familiar with that? No. So Black Moon Lilith returns back to the place it was when you were born, the zodiac sign, the house that Lilith was in the moment you were born every nine years. So every nine years you go through a new, let me call it Lilith cycle, but basically all of the themes around your Lilith come up. and shadows that you have faced in the past around Lilith that are unresolved are gonna come back around. So it's really interesting that you're asking about relationships and the nature of the relationships because your Black Moon Lilith is in Libra, the zodiac sign of relationships, in your seventh house of relationships. So right now, Lilith is asking for you to take a look at the nature of your relationships, which is love. And you're a Scorpio sun. Yeah. So I know, I am one too. And that also, I think you can grapple with with relationships. And sometimes we can be on one end of the spectrum, like, okay, I don't want something serious or I want to detach myself from certain love situations. And then on the other end of the spectrum, we want to deeply bond with someone. Facts. That's it. That's literally how it works. So and I think it's different for everybody. Everyone has their own unique chart. But I think for you specifically, it is a lot of back and forth with that. So I love to share the image of the chart. So I'm going to go ahead and do that. And let's dive right in. And for everyone listening to the podcast, you can also watch this. on Spotify and YouTube if you want to see the chart as well. I'm going to walk everyone through vocally as well, so you can keep listening if you want. This is your true black moon in Libra. And it's centered in your seventh house of relationships. This is love. This is partnership. It can represent marriage. It's like serious bonds, serious relationships. And it also can represent business partnerships as well. So it can basically... bring that dark, feminine, wild woman nature into that area of life. I see you smiling here. So I think somebody hit the nail on the head. Cause literally yesterday I was sitting there like, or even when I was getting ready, I was like looking at my hair and I was just like, you're just like in this like wild woman, like stage of your life, just being like totally like, And it's funny, the other tarot deck or Oracle deck I've been using, like, at the beginning of this, like, since my birthday until, like, the beginning of this year, it was a Wild Woman Oracle deck. So, like, that's literally, like... And I was just with a friend the other day. He was looking through it. He's like, this is the one you use the most. And I was like, yeah, I think I used it a lot. So when you said that, it's like, yeah, that's literally... how I am, how I feel right now. Like, I'm sorry. Well, it's getting super activated right now, not only because Black Moon Lilith. Ooh, let me, I'll pause. I'm sorry. So right now you are in that, it's not like you are fully embodying your creative wild woman, but it's calling you. The wild is calling. Like, literally, she's like, she's like, Wake up, but you're still, you haven't fully embraced that, which is what we, excuse me, sorry. So you haven't embraced it yet. And this is what you were writing to me about is how to integrate that shadow. This is, the wild woman is not just like running wild through the woods, like, you know, hair a mess, but it's also about integrating the shadow this shame it's integrating the sides of the feminine that are repressed and, and not fully seen. And some of what you were writing about to me, which makes sense with your son in Scorpio in the eighth house of sex, but it would make sense that you're grappling with, okay, do I want to go into teaching children moon and Virgo? Moon and Virgo. And also purity has to do with Virgo as well. So do I maintain this like, you know, pure image, clean, squeaky, well-to-do, good, good? Or do I fully integrate that dark side that is repressed and unseen? And I think it's also... just tied with in the black community like as black women it's like we're we're we may be over sexualized but then we're shamed for our sexuality yeah so it's like you're also grappling with that as well too so it's like the shame is kind of bubbling up to the surface, but it's not like, oh, I'm so ashamed of what I'm doing. It's wanting to like push that down because of shame. And so right now Lilith is calling for you to face it and to think about is hiding who I am worth keeping the squeaky clean image and that path? Is that path actually What will get me excited every single day waking up? Is this path going to be my true, true essence? Like when you really think about Lilith's archetype and you think about the story, she couldn't choose being the submissive, docile wife. She couldn't choose both. Yeah. Can't be both. And so she chose her sovereignty and she was demonized for it. just quite literally turned into a demon. But the thing is though, that that's also liberation. Cause it's like looking at that, like I'm going to release the shame, I've done nothing wrong. And I'm gonna step into a path that's more aligned for me. The sun is your life path. It's one of the parts of your life path. It's your essence, it's your ego. And sun in the eighth house to me, like unless you're gonna be like a sex ed teacher where you're teaching, just the side of sexuality and helping younger people understand it. I don't think that that type of childhood teaching is for you. I really don't. For someone you once were, And I'm not trying to shoot down your dreams. So please like, don't think I'm like, I want you to be in your sovereignty and I want you to feel and wake up aligned. Cause let me tell you misalignment that can bring depression, especially for Scorpios when we're not doing something we love to do completely where we're completely ourselves. There's just always something in like nagging you in the back of your mind every day. Definitely. Go ahead. Since I submitted my questions and everything, I did decide to... I haven't completely abandoned that dream of my own childcare. I think it's still something down the line, but I did end up starting to teach nude yoga. And yeah, so and we just we just taught our first class on Friday. And it was amazing. And so between that and I just also got an offer to teach at teach yoga at a pole dance studio. So I'm like, yeah like and I'm just like okay so this is like it this is it like we're moving and I took um so it's like all these things and everything like it's still my like in my my scope of my yoga and everything like I love that and I think that's and I know that that's just the path that I've been meant to be on this whole time like it just keeps coming but I um in embracing all like you know in letting go of that shame I i got that offer and then I was able to take a twerk yoga class yesterday and I was just like oh my god I love this and I was like and it's finally like coming back and I was thinking about like you said like pushing down that shame letting it go and how much, like, when I was in college, like, dancing was my thing, like, going out, and, like, I was, you know, of course, like, we're going out partying and drinking, but, like, I wasn't off the dance floor, like, I'd go to the right comeback, like, you know, like, that was what I did, and it made me feel so good, but I was, like, you, like, you know, you get that shame, like, you don't need to be going out you don't need to be shaking your ass you don't need to be doing this I'm sorry I was not supposed to but you're not supposed to be doing these things and like yesterday being in not only a yoga space but a space where I was able to express myself and just dance and shake I was just like okay all of these pieces are coming together And then everything that you're saying is just also just bringing it all like the confirmation of this is what we're going to move forward with and, you know, be able to share that. Like, you know, I'm the teacher who taught me, I've already like set up a consultation and I'm like, I want to learn more about like how we can recreate this space. And, you know, with the pole dancing, then ending up, you know, creating a more, you sultry flow and then helping other people embrace their sexuality as well that sounds in alignment to me I mean and I get why you're grappling with it because I mean yeah being a teacher it's it's like you have to portray especially when it's it's children you have to you have to We have to portray a G rated G image. That's what it is. So to me, it's like, it's a very much either, or like, you've got to choose, you've got to choose what's true. And there's a way I think to incorporate everything that you are into what you do. Yeah. You can, you can receive money, get paid just for being yourself. whether, you know, like it's torque yoga, whether it's going out on a Saturday night, like consciously choosing every single day, things that are aligned with you, it gets more opportunity thrown at you and seeing like all of these things are. Minding up and it's working out. And it's like, even thinking about like a few years ago, I did like this, um, It was like a self-love type event. And it, I mean, it still went well, but it didn't generate like what I thought it would, like I thought it was. And like, then I decided to, you know, and it was still that empowerment, but it was still that cutesy, like we came like, you know, dressed up and like, and not saying there's anything wrong with that, but it just wasn't still me. It wasn't my aesthetic. It wasn't. And then when I did my new yoga and, you know, I do this and it sells out and it sells out and people are supportive and I get this diverse group of people that come in and all these people are supporting and sharing it and Even with me switching to yoga, like there were more people, like people share my stuff. They're commenting more. They're engaging more with my, you know, with everything that I have going on. And I'm like, okay, this is it. And we have to like leave that. That's not who you are. And you never felt good there. And just seeing the difference between these two different events that both were meant to empower, but the one, the difference in the aesthetic and what I was trying to create in, what I was able to create in like either one absolutely and I think also you're a different type of teacher yeah this is a new astrology so let's let me just pop the chart up again so we look at the 10,000 career life path when we also want to know more about it sun is is a big part of that story but you've got stellium there which is for three or more planets say that again you've got a stellium there which is four planets in one zodiac sign and these are in capricorn so this is capricorn you can say is more of a structured power needs power um really motivated in one's career but the types of planets you have there this is on more of a healer spiritual unconventional way. And the reason why I say that is we've got Venus, Saturn, Neptune, and Uranus forming a conjunction in that area of your life. So you like structure and you know how to build, you know how to make the spiritual tangible, or you know how to make something practical for people to understand, like creativity practical, like you can teach creatively. The way that you deliver material is extremely creative, but it doesn't have to be just children. So it's using your gift for teaching. Doing what it is. Yeah. For adults. And yeah. And like, this is also, it's forming a sex title to all of your Scorpio in your eighth house. And another thing too, is I don't think that like having authority figures in your work, like having a boss, having someone to answer to is, is your calling as well. Like, I don't think that's great because your moon in Virgo, that's in the sixth house is, is Square Mercury in Sagittarius. So that to me, that can be power struggles and communication with authority figures and bosses or people that even work under you as well. So you're a real like solo artist, in my opinion. And I think I can relate. I'm a Scorpio and you can see what I'm doing. Like I don't really, unless you're doing something to uplift what I'm doing, like I don't work with people. I don't think you work with others either. Like you collaborate, which I definitely encourage, especially with Libra in your house of collaboration. But I think you're meant to be an entrepreneur of your own thing. Yeah, that's me. I've been working for, I've worked for myself for the past, I just had my third year anniversary. I do like, I do hair too. So I'm a lactation and I've been working for myself. And like you said, like the struggle before, like I've never been done well with, I've been a horrible employee and it's only because I don't like the authoritative figure, but I've always been, like, I will say, like, childhood, I started babysitting early, like, you know, like, I'm the oldest, so, like, I started making my own money at, like, 10, 11, like, and it was, like, and my aunts would pay me to watch their kids, you know, and So when I went to college and, you know, I started working for other or, you know, like afterwards you start working for people. Of course, like I went through retail and that was fine because like, you know, you don't see your boss every day at Target or whatever. But like I always went back to like babysitting or nannying. And it was just like because I was so comfortable with making my own income and not having a whole lot of overhead. And when I tried working for other people, it just it just never worked. And I would just be like. Thank you. Like I had to look at like the last few situations. Like I learned, I learned about how to like really run my own business and the things and the connections and, you know, how to work with, you know, other people. But I was like, I can't work for you. And I had to come to terms with that. And once I did like everything, you know, the first year was tough, but after that it was like, okay, we gotta, you know, we have a good rhythm and flow with this. And now I'm adding yoga and that's like, take that now that's even like propelling even further. Like I just have like greater vision now and yeah, I do work better alone. And like you said, collaborate, like since being, you know, working in hair that's very solo, but now in like with everything that I'm doing, like it's been a whole lot more collaboration and reaching, you know, making connections, but me oftentimes thinking about like I work at a yoga studio and they're very hands-off like you know they don't they're they've been good employers but they're hands-off like they're never there they're not in your face all the time they might call and ask hey what's going but you know and it works out well I love the way that they run their business if I were to ever be able to if I ever decided to run a whole business I would structure it after how they run it but um yeah, I think about that too. Like, I don't know about having employees or like, or having sort of like, as much as I want to do more, the thought of having a whole lot of employees wouldn't sound ideal. And being able to work with other people and build up and we collaborate on this and collaborate on that. And, you know, you can even like, if it were more independent contractor, like you can go out and do this and I'll pay you and leave me alone. This kind of like, I trust you to do what you're going to do. And we're both going to make money. And then we both go, whatever. Yeah. Yeah. That's literally what you should be doing. I mean, that's all, it's all up in your chart and it's possible, you know, you don't have to like, I think it's the old, corporate structure model of thinking that we need to have, like, we have a boss, you got middle management, you got people under you, like, there's a different way that we're working now. And especially with Pluto, going into Aquarius in your 11th house, this is the next 20 years, collaborations are going to be extremely important for you. You got your North node in Aquarius as well. So yeah, you're someone who is meant to connect with a lot of people and that's really going to help trigger transformation in personal growth, but in also your business dealings and what you do. On the opposite end of the spectrum, you've got the south node in Leo, which I think is really interesting because Leo also rules like childhood, education, like children. And right now, interestingly enough, with the transits, you've got Jupiter in Gemini in your third house. This also represents like childhood communication. So right now you've kind of got that on your brain and we're in Leo season right now. So it's really intensifying that. Got Venus there as well. So I think Mercury, we're Mercury shadow right now. This is July 22nd that we're filming this and we're moving into Mercury retrograde in both Leo and Virgo over the next few weeks. So that is all going to kind of bring some of that retrograde energy of like, revisiting that old way of working or revisiting the thoughts around, maybe that's my path as well too. So kind of like you might be feeling a little bit of crossroads over the next few weeks. But now I've jumped to transits. I do want to mention the eclipse cycle and the nodal cycle right now is also activating your ascendant in Aries and your descendant in Libra. And this is a extremely powerful eclipse cycle because we had a total solar eclipse that was April 8th. So a couple months ago, and that was conjunct your ascendant. And so this is like, A year where you are going to experience complete self-transformation and also transformation in your relationship. So the current polyamorous situation may change. If you're not feeling it, if you're feeling that already, there may be rumblings of said change. But I think about this eclipse cycle, the new one is starting now. In the fall, in September, we've got a Pisces lunar eclipse, but it's still going to be going on. We've got a couple more hits until the nodes change. So over the next six months, I think you're definitely going to be questioning the situation. And then this also speaks to your Black Moon and the Lith return in Libra. With the South Node, it's also like facing that... facing that back and forth that you may be having, especially as a Scorpio with like, I crave that deep bond with someone, but is the situation really giving me that? Or lifestyle really giving me that? And you may even think about like, is celibacy or have you been toying with that idea, like taking some time out? yeah definitely um so yeah definitely has been they're like we're like right on so definitely have been like falling back from that um and just falling back from the idea of like yeah the following week because it's I think for me me except like making that decision wasn't out of I believe in it to an extent because I believe just loving everyone across the board and weighing in on the importance of not only a romantic relationship, but also your platonic relationships, your familiar relationships and all that stuff. So polyamory in that sense, yes, it makes sense. But accepting it in my romantic life is just... I think for me, it was more of a trauma response to, I'm just going to accept these little, these parts of people instead of fully accepting, like instead of finding, not only like fully accepting myself, but finding someone that would fully love me and give me an entire, that entire relationship that I truly do want. So yes, so definitely. like you said, the rumblings or like stepping away from it, definitely been working towards that as of late. And just stepping away and saying, no, I don't want this. This is what I want. And I'm willing to wait until I get that, until I get that. And I see it. And it's not that it's something, I think at one point it was something that I felt like was out of my grasp. Yeah. Um, where now I'm surrounded by people that I'm surrounded by this community of people that had, and I see people like the people in my life that I interact with as reflection. So if, if they're capable of attaining it and I'm in, we're in this bubble together, then I'm capable of attaining it too. Um, so stepping away from that. Yes. And saying, I don't know. Celibacy, yes. I said that we're going to work towards six months and see what happens in that time, but really just focus on building out the things that I've been working on and realigning wholeheartedly with myself and setting up the life that I really want. And then... in that time, as I, you know, attract more of who I am and what I, like the things that I want to do for myself, then that person will, I will also attract that person. Yeah. A hundred thousand percent. And that's, that's a Black woman, the Latin Libra thing. lesson I'm actually going to tap into the cards for a little bit and uh the two decks I'm using today are the black one lilith cosmic alchemy oracle so this is my deck everyone should know where to get it if you're listening but if you don't the show notes and I'm also going to use the rider wait smith I'm going to tap into these two. And I actually, before I start reading what I was pulling while you were speaking, I'm really feeling called to read the Black Moon Lilith in Libra interpretation. So this is like a separate thing here, but I'm feeling this. So Black Moon Lilith in Libra, you deserve a balance. Relationships are a delicate balance and Black Moon Lilith in Libra indicates that resolution starts within you. You may currently be experiencing power struggles with others, and it's up to you to change if you want to break the cycle. Black Moon Lilith in Libra can create a feminine shadow around relationships, balance, love, and beauty. Venus is the planetary ruler of Libra and evokes the energy of the fertility goddess of ancient Rome. Symbolized by the scales, Libra represents the balance... Symbolized by the scales, Libra represents the balance, duality, and dynamics in relationships. When Black Moon Lilith is in the sign of Libra, your relationships can feel karmic and discord can ensue. So I have a section as well. I include some shadow work exercises with every interpretation in the deck. And for the dark divine feminine shadow work prompt, release judgment around beauty by indulging in self-care. Try a spiritual bath, candles, and sensual oil. and embrace your shape by running the oil all over you. Speak positive affirmations as you do this. Hope that resonates for you. Yeah. I mean, I love oils, but I think also Blackman, Lilith, and Libra can give us, it can make us feel self-conscious. It can make us feel self-conscious because of society's standards. And kind of over fixating sometimes on our worthiness based on how we may appear to others when it's like, it's really all about the self. And I think that's a lesson you're learning during this Aries Libra cycle is like, it's about you. It's about you at the end of the day. so we've got the card putrefaction shadow release and I liken this card actually to the tower in tarot and this is really like a dark night of the soul so I think that you may have you may have kind of gotten the inklings of this this situation but I think you were right on the cusp of like yeah changing everything changing your entire reality and building a new one essentially. And you have the Sybation card. So this is, this is also about release as well, but this is like a release after the death as well. This is like a cleansing of the parts of you that no longer align or, or are kind of like stuck in the outskirts of your energy field. And now it's time to really like, it's time to just remove them. And yeah, Yeah, I mean, I think this full moon was pretty impactful for you. This was yesterday. This was in Capricorn and Cancer. You have extremely important planets in both of those zodiac signs. So I think that this was a nice reveal. So we've got the moon card. This was a nice reveal of some of these things that need to... People, places, and things. There may be some truths also coming up in the relationship area that you don't like. And maybe, I don't know if this is recent, if there was something triggering that's not good. There are a few triggers, like you said, truths. Definitely. I had one person and we had stopped talking and we started talking again and They were like, and they were like, you know, they were like, well, you know, we can restart, but if we, you know, talk it out better. And like some days, I went on vacation. So then some days came by and they were like, well, you know, would you, like, I know you said that we could talk about like us starting our situationship back up. And I was just like, that was the worst word to ever use to describe it. And I was just like, Yeah, no. I was like, but like, but like, like it was like, yes, that's the clarity of it. Like, that's what it was. But like, when you word it that way, it didn't sound appealing at all. And it just made me be like, no, I'm not going this way. And somebody else also like sent a mess, like they sent a reel. And like, we like, we've been talking for like, we've been dealing with each other for like a year now. And they were like, you know, sending it was like something like to this girl to the woman who's like a girl like who's not your girlfriend but still your friend and it was just like wait what like and I'm like and we're like we're you know we're happy like we're in this situation like we're again it's a situation like we're like we're talking every day we're spending time with each other and like you still view me as a friend after all of that. And it was just like, as soon as that said, like said that, like I was triggered and I was just like, okay, like if that's like, it was just like plain simple out and like, like, and I don't think he intended that. Like, I know he didn't intend it that way. He thought he was being cute and he was like, you know, being like, you know, all lovey dovey. And I was just like, no, sir. Like you really just made it clear about what it is. And like, just been slowly like stepping away because like we are still like I said we're still friends we still talk we still have like so many things like that we just connected over but I was just like you know that part that part any other part of our relationship whether it's sexual that whole like you know us flirting all this stuff that's dead that's done you you just killed it and you made it very clear that like that's how you see me and that's how you're going to continue to see me so that this this is what it's going to be And I was just like, it gave me like total, like just disgust. But it was just, it was the truth of it. Like it was, this is what it was. And it was just, there's something so much better about having clarity about what a situation is. And I'm like, this is not what I want. And continue to move through what I do and what I don't want. But I have a very clear vision on what I want now. And I'm not going to, stop at anything until I get that. And it doesn't mean that I give up on love. It doesn't mean that I give up on meeting and connecting and talking to other people. I'm going to continue to do that. But until I get that relationship, that commitment, that I know that I want and I know that I'm worthy of, I'm not going to accept anything less than that. That's spoken like a true Scorpio. and that's like when you get to that space and you create more from the inside out instead of reacting to who is and what is being presented to you it makes life so much easier especially for a scorpio because out of all the zodiac signs I'm not saying this because I'm biased but we are the alchemists and you with an eighth house sun you've got mars you've got pluto there your thoughts can become reality. So you have to be very careful. Mercury and Sagittarius is in that same house as well. So what you're thinking and accepting, that's a big part of manifesting or creating a reality is the treatment that you'll accept. That's all like the canvas to creating your reality. So you walking away and saying like, yeah, this is, this isn't what I want. That's just initiating like a better cycle for yourself and love later on down the road. So the cards say it as well. But this is a card that's all about leaving. There may have been words, swords. So some communication that was like, yeah, exactly what you're saying. And it's time to leave. And it's also time to, I think, change up the lifestyle because you may have been a different person. Well, I think so. I think you're a different person when you entered into it or you changed that about yourself. And so- I think now you're like, I'm actually, I actually know. I actually know. And this is also, the cards are also saying with the queen of cups. So it's like, she emotionally knows what's aligned for her. She knows how she wants to be treated. She puts, she creates her reality through her emotions as well. And she's someone who has mastered them. So it's like, okay, I'm not going to like sit around and be in it. Like, I'm going to go out. This is again here, a night of wands. I'm going to go out and get this. It's literally, as you were saying what you were saying, I was like, okay, well that's, that's hard. Swiftly swift movement. This is swift change. This is like, okay, cute. You want to say that shit? Like, okay, well. bye like I'm gonna sit on my throne and move forward and find who and what is aligned for me and I'm just loving down the road with that that action that you're taking it's just going to be fruitful for you. Not only in finances, but this is like stability and feeling at peace, feeling tranquil, feeling happy by yourself. And through that, that's when you magnetize and align with someone who matches that energy. And I'm just so happy that you're on that course. Because sometimes after we work around that, I'm like, let's work on that. But You're very much like, yeah, you're on the right path, I think. And I think it's just like right now you're going through a time of letting go of the shame around the wild woman within. Yeah. I think that right now you are dancing with Lilith during your Black Moon Lilith return. This will be the next nine months. So it's interesting that Lilith has this nine-month cycle in a zodiac sign. And before this transit in Libra, Black Moon Lilith was in Virgo and was activating your moon as well. That's your emotional world. So I think you've been courting Lilith. And then when Lilith moves into Scorpio, at the end of this period later this year, that's when she's really gonna activate you. So I see you, conjunction, becoming whole again. So it's like integrating with Lilith. You're dancing with Lilith, as they literally said, like, yeah. So conjunction for those that are listening, becoming whole again. And it's just an image of Lilith and this masculine being here dancing. And you can see she's leading the dance, but he's still supportive. So I think that that's also something that you desire and need in a relationship is someone who... Yeah, I kind of like what Lilith wanted. Not someone who's going to be like, you've got to be submissive and this crazy shit that's being said. But you want someone to be a partner and accept you for who you are, everything. Not someone that wants the Virgo moon or someone wants the prim and proper or someone wants the... Yeah, it's like all of me. You have to accept all of me. So I think that... Let's look at the day... I want to see the day that Lilith moves into Scorpio. So November. So on this fall. And Pluto is also this fall moving back into Capricorn for the last time in our lifetimes. So this is like unfinished business in the area of your career, in the area of your life path. And there can also be some unfinished business with the mother or the paternal in your life. Yeah, we've been working on that. I didn't put as heavily on this episode because I wanted to focus on what you had inquired about. Maybe we can come back and you can do a- Yeah, we can do another one. But yeah, we've been working on that. And I think I'm at a place, especially just with my mother- under like, I found a whole, we just did a trip together. And it was just me, her and one of my aunts. So because I still always need like a small buffer. But it was nice for it to just be us. And I really got to see her. I think that was the first time in all of these years that I saw her and I saw all the things and I saw I saw the similarities and I saw why she was so frustrated when I was a child. And I see it because she was combating herself. So my heart has softened a little bit. Still with boundaries, but we really being able to spend that time and see her. And then after that, I felt more capable of being vulnerable with her about something. And it was just something small and she was able to receive it. And we talked about it and I was able to just express myself and that was it. And it was just such a great, that period of time where like, yes, I understand X, Y, and Z. And I'm able to finally like kind of move past it. That's positive. Yeah. After like years and years. And I mean, even earlier this year, there was like a episode, but I was able to like, I'm always just been willing to try and heal that because I want, I want to be a mother one day. And I want her to be there. I want her to be a part of that. And I have to also let go of that because a lot of the stuff that I know I'm angry about, I'm still capable of. And I want to not, I don't want to pass that on anymore. And I want to let it go and I want to release it. And I want to be able to have a different relationship with my child. Yeah, good choice. Well, so in June 2025, so next year, you will be experiencing your Jupiter return. You have Jupiter in Cancer, which lucky you. Jupiter in Cancer is exalted. So Jupiter loves to be in the sign of Cancer. Jupiter represents luck, growth, personal growth. It can represent prosperity. And when you experience your Jupiter return, it's every 12 years, you can experience a nice burst of luck, personal growth. And yeah, your Jupiter is in the fourth house. This represents family, but the zodiac sign cancer is representative of the mother. So this can come and bring some nice resolution to that area of your life. You have Chiron there as well. So Chiron is the wounded healer and it can represent kind of like Yeah, just challenges in the zodiac sign that it's in. And it can represent challenges around the maternal figure in one's life. But the Jupiter return, though, is going to be a nice resolution to all of that. So I think that that should positively progress next year. Nice. Well, thank you so much, Tay. I really appreciate it. And, you know, love to see what you're up to. Yes, I'll stay in contact and I'll maybe do another one in like six months from now. And thank you so much. thank you for selecting me. And the cards have also like this year, I got them in January and I was supposed to be like not buying any more Oracle decks. And I saw that and I was like, these cards are beautiful. And I was like, it was, they were so beautiful that like, I was just showing people. I was just like, do you see, do you see these cards? Do you see these? I was like taking them over. I was like, look at these. Like these are just so, so beautiful. So inspiring. And I just, I just, I just love how it was interpreted. And it was like, like I, at that time, like, you know, we talked about like stepping in Lilith, like dancing with Lilith. And I was just like, I don't know why, but I want this. And I was like, these are just a beautiful and a beautiful representation of everything that I've been going through. And I've just been, I use, I use them, I use them almost daily now too, but. Yeah. Thank you so much. That's just. Yeah. I like had them one day. I went out with my aunt. We were using her car and I had them with me. We had a picnic and I left them in her car for like a week. And I was like, Hey, I'm like, she lives an hour away. And I was like, I'm coming to pick them up. I was like, I need my cards. I can't, I can't breathe. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Thank you so much for such a beautiful, like just beautiful explanations. Everything has just been awesome. And I'm grateful to be able to share them. And now this. Thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. And yes, we will definitely follow up. I can't wait to hear about how your business progresses and embrace Lilith. Embrace the wild woman. I did. And let me tell you, I just wake up. You wake up with your mind clear. When you're just like, I'm aligned to her. I'm aligned to that sovereignty. It's just freeing. Okay. Thank you so much. Bye.
